So we have some decisions to make. I have been wanting to find a more part time job so I can work at the salon a little more but the main reason is to be at home more to take care of our foster kids. Well I found a perfect job for that. I had an interview tonight and I think it went great. Now here comes the biggest decision. My friend told me her work is hiring and the pay AWESOME, but it's full time. and there would be no way to be able to take care of the foster kids. We can pay our debt off whic would be fabulous!!! BUT no children in our lives. Which I have always wanted.
So I have not been told officially that I am unable to get pregnant. We were told we could try again with our procedure, but if it didn't workthen to go to injections or invitro. Well I didn't want to do injections and we don't have 10k easily available for invitro. SOOOOO do we get a job that will possibly let us have our own child? Or if we don't put that extra money towards that then we just postpone getting into foster care.
I haven't been offered any job yet I haven't even had an interviewfor the ft job, but I'm already stressing over this decision.
I want children in my life so I guess a decision has been made?! Or has it?!
Keep moving ahead on the foster care thing. If you are offered a job, then pray about it. The last clear direction you had was to go that route. So stay the course. If you get a detour (ie job offer) then pray about it and see if it's a distraction or a necessary detour.
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