So today I posted on facebook finally people in on that very personal part of my life and letting them know we will be fostering and hoping to adopt. I got an overwhelming response and I am so greatful for it. So today as I'm filling out the paperwork all of a sudden I am saddened ,because this is kind of it. That was my announcement letting people know (I was pregnant) in a sense, but I will never feel that child in my tummy the feeling of butterflies or bubbles, or the morning sickness, or going through labor and screaming at my husband saying you did this to me!!!!!!! @#$)*&& lol. I will never have a baby shower!!!! UUGGHHH yeah when you foster it's all up to you!!!!! CRAP I just don't have to find one bed I have to have a couple different beds, cause if we have a baby we have to at least have a pack and play if we have an older kid we have to have a twin bed. UH OH I gotta have HOW MANY DIFFERENT CAR SEATS?!!! I have absolutely no clue on what car seat is suitable for which kid!!!!
So now I am in the excitement phase again!!! I get to find, trade, or borrow all of this stuff!!! So I guess I do get a baby shower it's just not conventional I guess? I don't know did thast make sense?!
So my first class was tonight! It went well the teacher is very nice and she mentioned I have cute hair! LOL
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